Oh My God

I am exhausted. Completely and thoroughly. It’s not that I have so many emotions to cycle through but the main ones I am experiencing, are intense and repetitive.

The funeral was this afternoon…

There were so many flowers! People, cards and surprises. I’ll fill you in tomorrow but for right now, I can barely keep my eyes open.

For right  now, rest assured it was a full house. So many supportive people who did the above and beyond for us. People came in from out of town, out of state… we had a fantastic host in the form of a family friend/chemical health councilor who has worked with my mom, me and Natalie. He made sure people were drinking water, offering resources and was a good distraction for when I got tired of hearing myself cry.

Natalie’s ex husband (and friend) bent over backwards to help with the music, the photo display and other various projects.

A few of my friends showed up and stayed late, offering endless support. It meant the world to me.

I’m sure I’m forgetting something… a lot of somethings. They’ll come back and I will write again.

Published by spiredone

I am what a majority of the general population would call "crazy" and at this point in my life, I wear that label with love. I am a lifelong circus act. I'm focusing on balance while learning to juggle. I write about deeply overwhelming emotions like grief and I also go out and perform stand up comedy. I am a constant work in progress, as we all are. So, join me on my journey if you'd like but respect is a must. Otherwise I'll have my elephant crush you in the center ring, under the Big Top. :) Seriously, who needs that negative shit in their life? Namaste.

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