I am exhausted. Completely and thoroughly. It’s not that I have so many emotions to cycle through but the main ones I am experiencing, are intense and repetitive.
The funeral was this afternoon…
There were so many flowers! People, cards and surprises. I’ll fill you in tomorrow but for right now, I can barely keep my eyes open.
For right now, rest assured it was a full house. So many supportive people who did the above and beyond for us. People came in from out of town, out of state… we had a fantastic host in the form of a family friend/chemical health councilor who has worked with my mom, me and Natalie. He made sure people were drinking water, offering resources and was a good distraction for when I got tired of hearing myself cry.
Natalie’s ex husband (and friend) bent over backwards to help with the music, the photo display and other various projects.
A few of my friends showed up and stayed late, offering endless support. It meant the world to me.
I’m sure I’m forgetting something… a lot of somethings. They’ll come back and I will write again.
Striving For Sanity 